Last night Andrew and I had a date night with a wonderful couple we really enjoy spending time with! Savannah and Patrick. Aren't they cute!!!
We went to Olive Garden and to the new batman movie, The Dark Knight Rises. Which by the way, if you have not seen it, GO RIGHT NOW. It is a fantastic movie.
HOWEVER....panic arose, as it always seem to as of late. At the restaurant I had continuous hot flashes and mini panic attacks accompanied by nausea and the overwhelming urge to FLEE!!! You know what that is like if you have ever had a panic attack. You just want to run away, and run away fast.
I have recently been seeing a therapist every Tuesday, we are still in the "getting to know me" phase of the plan though....he practically knows every detail of my life and every trigger that can set off panic for me. This is just one of the steps I am taking to try to get back to a normal functioning state.
Summer doesn't help either, and this has been a particularly hot summer for us here in Ohio. 90+ degree days with 60+ percent humidity. It feels like it is smothering me, and when you don't sweat (which I do not) that makes things even much worse. (getting hot is a big trigger for me)
Anyway, as I ramble on, last night's panic episodes made me want to do some more research for things that might help to rid myself of panic or at the least spread the panic out....I can handle one every few months instead of every day. That would be a great help.
What I found though was very interesting. A link between lactic acid and panic attacks. It seems that people with panic disorder all share a common factor: high levels of lactic acid.
"One hypothesis is that panic attacks are caused by lactic acid constricting blood vessels, leading to less oxygen to the brain. Another hypothesis is that lactic acid alters the release of hormones and neurotransmitters, which may induce panic attacks."
So, there are ways to reduce your lactic acid. Which I am going to IMMEDIATELY begin doing because I can't handle one more day of this nonsense!
- Drink more water. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT
- Go on a lower carb diet.
- Eat less dairy
- Meditate, do yoga, anything that increases relaxation and deep breathing
- Avoid high sodium foods
- Go for a walk every evening
I will keep you all updated on my progress <3 I am ready to be happy and healthy and on my way to a more normal life. I am willing to do pretty much anything at this point. I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!!